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She believed in the signs of the  zodiac, logical explanations,   constellations and the theories of mankind but one thing she refused to believe in was love at first sight.  True she wrote off the butterflies in her stomach as nothing more than her stomach acid digesting  her food and her  sweaty palms was nothing more than her Palmar Hyperhidrosis. Her explanation  for every time it happened around you? Quite simple actually. You threw off  her body chemical composition causing the good kind of doubt in her mind. She's falling for you like a modern age Cinderella.


She stands atop the highest pillars broken  and begging, no pleading for the higher powers or some unseen force to hear  her anguished cries. Like the gasoline fueling the fire, her  heart is ignited and she  knows what it means to feel, to be the moth attracted to the flames. You are the flames and she is but the moth, attracted to each other like that of a molecular pull.  Slowly but surely she is admitting her defeat. She is the fly entangled in your spider web. But is she yours to keep?

She no longer wants to talk in third person. She's unsure of everything now. She changes all her she's and hers to I. I can not stand on my own. I can not  remain strong for much longer. I can and will break piece by piece, limb by limb. I fell in love with disaster. We had an affair but now, now because I met you, I am unsure of myself. Now more so than ever before.  Please tell me this effect won't last, that I won't go insane, that I'll be normal.

I continue to doubt, no longer to  be the "she" who believed
in all things beautiful ,the stars, the constellations but  blossomed into a darker me. I  flirt and sleep with numbness and  emptiness.  My tongue swells every time I
stay silent and my mind has created its own  prison. My heart aches and tears roll down my cheeks because I create my own world were everything is just as fragile as me.
Umm this is number 34 of my lyrical inspired themes. Inspirational line is To all those listening this is my story. Enjoy random broken thoughts >_<


:sing:To all those listening, this is my story
About a confused girl and a boy that's boring
Silly how look can be, stupid and awkward
But you leaving can't make things much better

So she'll run away from the problems
She knows distance can't make hearts fonder
:sing:

A Recipe For Disaster- A Change of Pace
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x-WritheAndShine-x Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2009  Student Writer
I like the idea of the whole poem/story from a song :D I wanna go through your mind an dsee where these ideas are coming from, cause they're good XD
curious, though...is she really you? :O_o:
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darkemoprincess Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Lately that's what it feels like. Yes she is me x3
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x-WritheAndShine-x Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2009  Student Writer
ahhh okies
what is your zodiac?
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darkemoprincess Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Chinese or regular? Chinese I am a snake and other I am a gemini
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x-WritheAndShine-x Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2009  Student Writer
O_O I'm a gemini too!
regular, really. :3
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darkemoprincess Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
^-^ yay gemis!
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x-WritheAndShine-x Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2009  Student Writer
lol whoot! :highfive:
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darkemoprincess Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
:giggle: No wonder we are alike D:
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randomman Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2009
beautiful yet tragic. because in real life, unlike movies, those feelings rarely get returned =(
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darkemoprincess Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
I know
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